your face looks like the fairy tale explosion

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 06:42:45 GMT

where is my mind?

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 22:13:11 GMT

"I know what you're all about now,
I know where the engine runs out".

"you're busy fucking everyone"...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOD

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 21:41:16 GMT

happy birthday anastasia, i hope you are having fun on this day doing whatever you're doing, thanks for the call the other night, i lost my cell phone so i can't really call you cause i dont think you're at home anyway, but i love you and hope you have a good seventeenth year.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 22:42:16 GMT

dear lovedrug,

I'm getting quite impatient, you're too good to not have a new cd right now.

PETA speaks

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:19:36 GMT

People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals

Alex Pacheco
Co-Founder

We feel that animals have the same rights as a retarded human child because they are equal mentally in terms of dependence on others. - The New York Times (January 14, 1989)

Damaging the enemy financially is fair game. - Washington City Paper (December 18, 1987)

Arson, property destruction, burglary, and theft are ‘acceptable crimes’ when used for the animal cause. - PETA co-founder Alex Pacheco lists the “acceptable” tactics to fight for animal rights, Associated Press (January 3, 1989)

Dan Matthews
Director of Media Relations

We're at war, and we'll do what we need to win. - USA Today (September 3, 1991)

So what if we put a few businesses under? - The Charleston (WV) Gazette-Mail (January 15, 1989)

Do you know that fat little guy from Seinfeld? He has become the main pitchman for KFC, Jason Alexander. And beginning in May he is going to star in the West Coast production of 'The Producers.' It's made for us. We can be slamming him as the play opens. If we do this properly, he will wish he never saw a chicken. - The New Yorker (April 14, 2003)

Our campaigns are always geared towards children and they always will be - PETA vice president Dan Matthews, on the Fox News Network (December 19, 2003)

Bill Maher
Endorser

To those people who say, `My father is alive because of animal experimentation,’ I say `Yeah, well, good for you. This dog died so your father could live.’ Sorry, but I am just not behind that kind of trade off. - US magazine (February 1, 1999)

If ten people in America died of mad cow disease, in the long run it would save probably millions of lives. Because people would stop eating meat. That’s not a catty thing to say, to say -- in the long run this is what I hope. - Upon accepting the “Celebrity Animal Advocate of the Year award” at the “Animal Rights 2003” convention

Toni Vernelli
European Campaign Director

Serving a burger to your family today, knowing what we know, constitutes child abuse. You might as well give them weed killer. - PETA Europe news release, "Meat Expo Declared A ‘Danger Zone’ By Vegetarians: PETA Targets Smithfield 2000" (November 27, 2000)

Craig Rosebraugh
Grantee

In light of the events on September 11, my country has told me that I should not cooperate with terrorists. I therefore am refusing to cooperate with members of Congress who are some of the most extreme terrorists in history. - November 2001 statement following Rosebraugh’s subpoena to testify before a Congressional subcommittee on eco-terrorism (November 1, 2001)

We encourage others to find a local Earth raper and make them pay for the damages they are inflicting on our communities... Furriers, meat packers, bosses, developers, rich industry leaders are all Earth rapers … We must inflict economic sabotage on all Earth rapers. - Rosebraugh/Earth Liberation Front statement (August 1, 1999)

The best response to Grand Juries is to ignore them and refuse to cooperate with them completely. They will be unable to function if no one is cooperating and with enough public outcry they will disappear. It will result in many people being locked up, but our souls and minds will remain free. - 1997 newsletter of Rosebraugh’s “Liberation Collective”

Physically shut down financial centers … Using any means necessary, shut down the national networks of NBC, ABC, CBS, CNN, etc. Not just occupations but actually engage in strategies and tactics which knock the networks off the air … Spread the battle to the ... very heads of government and U.S. corporations ... Hit them in their personal lives, visit their homes … Actively target U.S. military establishments within the United States... strike hard and fast and retreat in anonymity. Select another location, strike again hard and fast and quickly retreat in anonymity ... Do not get caught. DO NOT GET CAUGHT. Do not get sent to jail. Stay alert, keep active, and keep fighting. - Open letter to activists, published on the Independent Media Center website (March 17, 2003)

Joshua Harper
Grantee

[I see] a spark of hope in every broken window, every torched police car. - The Seattle Post-Intelligencer (June 18, 2001)

When you see the loss of 9 billion [animal] lives each year, it's inappropriate to hold a sign or pass out a petition. It's appropriate to go out and burn down the factory farm. - The Seattle Post-Intelligencer (June 18, 2001)

Gary Yourofsky
Humane Education Lecturer

What we must do is start viewing every cow, pig, chicken, monkey, rabbit, mouse, and pigeon as our family members. - The Toledo Blade (June 24, 2001)

Do not be afraid to condone arsons at places of animal torture. - The Toledo Blade (June 24, 2001)

My whole goal is for humans to have as little contact as possible with animals. - Associated Press (December 7, 1998)

Neal Barnard
Medical Advisor

The beef industry has contributed to more American deaths than all the wars of this century, all natural disasters, and all automobile accidents combined. - PCRM President Neal Barnard

To give a child animal products is a form of child abuse. - from Physicians Committee for Responsible Medicine (PCRM) president Neal Barnard's 1994 book, Food For Life

Meat consumption is just as dangerous to public health as tobacco use … It’s time we looked into holding the meat producers and fast-food outlets legally accountable. - PCRM’s Neal Barnard, in a press release urging a federal lawsuit against “Big Meat” (September 23, 1999)

If beef is your idea of ‘real food for real people,’ you’d better live real close to a real good hospital. - The Buffalo News (December 1, 1995)

To give a child animal products is a form of child abuse. - from his book, Food For Life

Ingrid Newkirk
President

There is no hidden agenda. If anybody wonders about -- what’s this with all these reforms -- you can hear us clearly. Our goal is total animal liberation. [emphasis added] - “Animal Rights 2002” convention (June 30, 2002)

Our nonviolent tactics are not as effective. We ask nicely for years and get nothing. Someone makes a threat, and it works. - US News & World Report (April 8, 2002)

Would I rather the research lab that tests animals is reduced to a bunch of cinders? Yes. - New York Daily News (December 7, 1997)

More power to SHAC if they can get someone’s attention. - People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals president & co-founder Ingrid Newkirk, in The Boston Herald, August 25, 2002

Our nonviolent tactics are not as effective. We ask nicely for years and get nothing. Someone makes a threat, and it works. - Ingrid Newkirk, in the April 8, 2002 issue of US News & World Report (April 8, 2002)

We are complete press sluts. - Ingrid Newkirk, in The New Yorker (April 14, 2003)

I will be the last person to condemn ALF [the Animal Liberation Front]. - Ingrid Newkirk, in the New York Daily News (December 7, 1997)

Even if animal tests produced a cure for AIDS, we’d be against it. - PETA president and co-founder Ingrid Newkirk, in the September 1989 issue of Vogue

Eating meat is primitive, barbaric, and arrogant. - Washington City Paper (December 20, 1985)

I openly hope that if [hoof-and-mouth disease] comes here. It will bring economic harm only for those who profit from giving people heart attacks and giving animals a concentration camp-like existence. It would be good for animals, good for human health and good for the environment. - ABC News interview (April 2, 2001)

We’re looking for good lawsuits that will establish the interests of animals as a legitimate area of concern in law. - Insight on the News (July 17, 2000)

I wish we all would get up and go into the labs and take the animals out or burn them down. - "National Animal Rights Convention" (June 27, 1997)

There’s no rational basis for saying that a human being has special rights. A rat is a pig is a dog is a boy. They’re all animals. - Washingtonian magazine (August 1, 1986)

I am not a morose person, but I would rather not be here. I don’t have any reverence for life, only for the entities themselves. I would rather see a blank space where I am. This will sound like fruitcake stuff again but at least I wouldn’t be harming anything. - The Washington Post (November 13, 1983)

Six million people died in concentration camps, but six billion broiler chickens will die this year in slaughterhouses. [emphasis added] - The Washington Post (November 13, 1983)

Even if animal tests produced a cure for AIDS, we’d be against it. - Vogue (September 1, 1989)

Perhaps the mere idea of receiving a nasty missive will allow animal researchers to empathize with their victims for the first time in their lousy careers. I find it small wonder that the laboratories aren’t all burning to the ground. If I had more guts, I’d light a match. - The Chronicle of Higher Education (November 12, 1999)

Pet ownership is an absolutely abysmal situation brought about by human manipulation. - Harper's (August 1, 1988)

One day, we would like an end to pet shops and the breeding of animals. [Dogs] would pursue their natural lives in the wild ... they would have full lives, not wasting at home for someone to come home in the evening and pet them and then sit there and watch TV. - The Chicago Daily Herald (March 1, 1990)

The bottom line is that people don't have the right to manipulate or to breed dogs and cats... If people want toys, they should buy inanimate objects. If they want companionship, they should seek it with their own kind. - Animals (May 1, 1993)

I don’t use the word 'pet.' I think it’s speciesist language. I prefer 'companion animal.' For one thing, we would no longer allow breeding. People could not create different breeds. There would be no pet shops. If people had companion animals in their homes, those animals would have to be refugees from the animal shelters and the streets. You would have a protective relationship with them just as you would with an orphaned child. But as the surplus of cats and dogs (artificially engineered by centuries of forced breeding) declined, eventually companion animals would be phased out, and we would return to a more symbiotic relationship – enjoyment at a distance. - The Harper's Forum Book, Jack Hitt, ed., 1989, p.223

In the end, I think it would be lovely if we stopped this whole notion of pets altogether. - Newsday (February 21, 1988)

I plan to send my liver somewhere in France, to protest foie gras (liver pate) ... I plan to have handbags made from my skin ... and an umbrella stand made from my seat. - PETA President Ingrid Newkirk speaking to onMilwaukee.com (February 1, 2005)

Probably everything we do is a publicity stunt ... we are not here to gather members, to please, to placate, to make friends. We're here to hold the radical line. - USA Today (September 3, 1991)

Humans have grown like a cancer. We're the biggest blight on the face of the earth. - Washingtonian magazine (February 1, 1990)

We are complete press sluts. - The New Yorker (April 14, 2003)

I will be the last person to condemn ALF [the Animal Liberation Front]. - The New York Daily News (December 7, 1997)

Bryan Pease
Spokesman (1998)

It's hard to say where this is going, but we're not giving in … Right now, I think it's inevitable that somebody's going to get hurt. - The Syracuse Post-Standard (March 17, 1997)

It is crucial that we as a movement foster and contribute to an atmosphere that is supportive and nurturing of underground direct action of all types. - “Veganism Is Not Enough” (undated article on LiBaware website)

Rodney Coronado
Substantial grantee

Crimes of compassion that every animal advocate should support. - Coronado’s description of two 1991 arsons at Oregon State University and the Northwest Farm Food Cooperative in Edmonds, Washington, as described in his 1995 Federal Sentencing Memorandum

Throughout the late ‘80s, me and a handful of friends just like you people here, we started to break windows, we started to slash tires, we started to rescue animals from factory farms and vivisection breeders, and we graduated to breaking into laboratories … As long as we emptied the labs of animals, they were still easily replaced. So that's when the ALF in this country, and my cell, started engaging in arson. - SHAC rally, Edison, New Jersey (November 30, 2002)

Getting together three or four friends of mine, we came back a week later to that farm, we broke into the main laboratory, we trashed every single piece of equipment, we stole documents and lists of fur farms across the nation. And we started a fire in an experimental fur farm, an experimental feed building, where they manufactured the experimental diets which were the focus of research at this farm. And that fire destroyed all the equipment, and in the ensuing raid, the raid that happened caused enough damage that six months later that lab was forced to shut down. That was five people, folks -- once again maybe like twelve hundred dollars, a couple weeks of planning, five people. But that wasn’t the end. I knew I had to continue, and for the next -- oh gosh, a little over a year -- we took out, one by one, every recipient of what’s called the Mink Farmers Research Foundation. It’s a foundation whose sole purpose is to aid research to benefit the fur farm industry. - SHAC rally, Edison, New Jersey (November 30, 2002)

I love fire, be it around a campfire with friends or when consuming an empty fur farm, animal laboratory or luxury condominium built on the homes of my animal relations. - Former ALF member and PETA grantee Rodney Coronado in Earth First! Journal (September 1, 2003)

All the federal agents in the United States will not stop more actions of this sort. - Convicted arsonist Rodney Coronado on property destruction in the 20th anniversary issue of the Earth First! Journal.

I think [food producers] should appreciate that we’re only targeting their property. Because frankly I think it’s time to start targeting them. - "Conference on Organized Resistance," American University (January 26, 2003)

Every time a police agency pepper-sprays or uses pain-compliance holds against our people, their cars should burn. - "Conference on Organized Resistance," American University (January 26, 2003)

Here’s a little model I’m going to show you here. I didn’t have any incense, but -- this is a crude incendiary device. It is a simple plastic jug, which you fill with gasoline and oil. You put in a sponge, which is soaked also in flammable liquid -- I couldn’t find an incense stick, but this represents that. You put the incense stick in here, light it, place it -- underneath the ‘weapon of mass destruction,’ light the incense stick -- sandalwood works nice -- and you destroy the profits that are brought about through animal and earth abuse. That’s about two dollars. - "Conference on Organized Resistance," American University (January 26, 2003)

More than anything we applied arson, and effectively we destroyed -- um, let’s see -- the Northwest Fur Breeders Cooperative in Edmonds, Washington, which we hit a week later after OSU. We hit Washington State University’s Eastern Washington experimental fur farm. We did get seven coyotes out of there, six mink, and ten mice … We burned down a fur farm that was on the market to be sold, in Oregon also. We went to the Michigan State University’s experimental fur farm program and destroyed thirty-two years of research, by using fire once again, and rescued two mink from there. - SHAC rally, Edison, New Jersey (November 30, 2002)

A lot of people think that -- Oh my god, that’s going too far, you know. People can support bringing animals out of labs, but they can’t support arson. Well, I’m sorry. I’m not here to, to please people. I’m not here to win the support of people. I’m here to represent my animal relations who are suffering this very second. And I don’t care what anybody says about what I do to achieve their freedom. - SHAC rally, Edison, New Jersey (November 30, 2002)

As a direct-action warrior, it made a lot of sense to me to attack institutions in the fur trade … We need to destroy them by any means necessary. - "Conference on Organized Resistance," American University (January 26, 2003)

Bruce Friedrich
Vegan Campaign Coordinator

If you can take Ronald McDonald and turn him into a psychotic, bloody butcher … that’s going to adversely affect McDonald’s’ stock price. - “Animal Rights 2002” convention (July 2, 2002)

[Eating meat] is not your personal decision, any more than, you know, whether somebody beats their child is their personal decision. - “Animal Rights 2002” convention (June 29, 2002)

If we really believe that these animals do have the same right to be free from pain and suffering at our hands, then, of course we’re going to be, as a movement, blowing stuff up and smashing windows. For the record, I don’t do this stuff, but I do advocate it. I think it’s a great way to bring about animal liberation … I think it would be a great thing if all of these fast-food outlets, and these slaughterhouses, and these laboratories, and the banks that fund them exploded tomorrow. I think it’s perfectly appropriate for people to take bricks and toss them through the windows, and everything else along the line. Hallelujah to the people who are willing to do it. - “Animal Rights 2001” convention (July 2, 2001)

McVeigh's decision to go vegetarian groups him with some of the world's greatest visionaries. - Bruce Friedrich praising Oklahoma City bomber and mass-murderer Timothy McVeigh, for choosing a vegetarian last meal

[I]t’s like letting the World Bank or the Ku Klux Klan open up a booth here. - Bruce Friedrich complaining about meat being served at the 2004 World Social Forum

If we really believe that animals have the same right to be free from pain and suffering at our hands, then, of course we’re going to be, as a movement, blowing things up and smashing windows … I think it’s a great way to bring about animal liberation … I think it would be great if all of the fast-food outlets, slaughterhouses, these laboratories, and the banks that fund them exploded tomorrow. I think it's perfectly appropriate for people to take bricks and toss them through the windows ... Hallelujah to the people who are willing to do it. - Bruce Friedrich, PETA’s vegan campaign coordinator, at the “Animal Rights 2001” conference

Thug luv

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 02:24:42 GMT

2Pac:
Ha, ha! What's poppin', nigga? Put your muthafuckin' hands on your strap, nigga. Thug luv, nigga. Yeah, we can do this like gangstas and slug it out, or do this like punks and punk it out. Pull your strap on me, nigga, you better kill me. Thug luv, nigga. Thug life, baby. Thug luv.

I probably be punished for hard livin', blind to the facts thugs is convicts in God's prison, hands on the strap. Prayin', so Father please forgive me. Police be rushin' when they see me. I flaunted America's Most Wanted live on T.V. Life: pleasure and pain, stuck in this game, holler my name. We all gon' die. We bleed through similar veins. Yous explain to me now. Don't panic when my guns burst. Heard the last jam, nigga? This one's worse. My nigga, Bone held the chrome 'til I came home. Thug luv playas, tell these bitch niggas bring it on. I caught a plane out to Cleveland late last evenin' to help my niggas clean up; some niggas no longer breathin'. Now, who do you believe in? Hit the weed and grieve. It's a cold ass world. Niggas kill you in your sleep. Watch me. Until they stop me, bury, murder me or drop me, I got thug luv for my nationwide posse. Feel me.

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 17:08:43 GMT

They usually don't call when they're getting what they want from anyone else.

Keep kids safe, to avoid choking, give fruit snacks only to children who can swallow chewy foods.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 21:05:28 GMT

yesterday was by far the best and worst day of my life, you have no idea. i felt every human emotion known to man, on a lighter, less tense note...you are a beautiful person and i enjoy you very much.

okay...

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 23:50:15 GMT

went to allerton today, enjoyed nature with awesome friends, had a good day, pleasant time had by all, i'm getting by...

SILENT HILL 4: THE ROOM

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 00:12:44 GMT

I usually don't get into video games that often, but this game is amazing. I love zombie games!!!

...................

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 18:41:00 GMT

trill

Musicians that deserve recognition

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 00:37:35 GMT

Jimmy Lavalle for his project, The Album Leaf.
Branden Morgan, the drummer of Misery Signals.
Dusty Waring, Paul Waggoner, Blake Richardson of Between the Buried and Me.
Anthony Green, Colin Frangiceto, Brendan Ekstrom, Steve Clifford, Nick Beard of Circa Survive.
Adam Pierce for his project, Mice Parade
Everyone in Daughters.
Everyone in The Dillinger Escape Plan.
Maura Davis, formerly of Denali.
Everyone in Meshuggah.
Chree and Alex, of The Number Twelve Looks Like You.
Everyone in On Broken Wings.
Everyone in Radiohead.
Twista.
Everyone in Coalesce.
Everyone in Mum.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIX

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 15:38:01 GMT

I would like to say happy birthday to my best friend nixie stix, she is old and I am late putting this message up because I stayed at my grandmas, but If nicole reads this then she will know that I love her alot and that we will be best friends forever no matter what, and I forgot how to put pictures up here on livejournal. So, oh well, I suck at birthday shout-outs, but nicole is very special and I love her alot, we are also going to see each other soon, I hope.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 16:54:58 GMT

Godspeed You! Black Emperor is the main thing that's keeping me alive at this point.

Hardees

Sat, 14 May 2005 20:51:04 GMT

I wish I could find just ONE Hardees in America that will sell me a spicy chicken sandwich in less than five minutes.

Right now...

Tue, 10 May 2005 00:08:45 GMT

http://www.purevolume.com/thefulcrum

Thu, 05 May 2005 20:25:16 GMT

today is 05-05-05.

KREAPEA

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 21:50:51 GMT

I was sitting in current events at school today on a laptop and I was on aim and happened to see how long I had been online, and it just happened to be 4 days and 20 hours. That was pretty weird, not to mention that it happens to be "national weed-lovers day" and hitler's birthday, and the day columbine happened, and lot's of people's birthdays that I know.

Anyway's, there's almost a tornado outside, the field outside our house is erupting with dust and dirt right now, and I can't wait for the rain to come.
I need to shave my gross neckbeard.

I used "happened" at least three times in this entry.

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 05:18:20 GMT

Don't I know you?

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 05:36:30 GMT

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know
I don't know... loss I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.

This is a musical and nothing goes wrong. Strike up the band. It's 245 beats for a measure or 5 beats for 6 steps on alternating feet.

The show must go on. Never mind the teeth and the fingernails,

I got this new black eye just for you.

The warrior with the deadliest weapon is the one without an instruction manual for his gun.

YOU HAVEn't HEARD FROM ME BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING...

Birthday time for anastasia

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 01:19:25 GMT

I'm sorry I don't have a computer anymore, so now is the time, to give Anastasia all of my greatest birthday wishes, I wish I could say that i still did this journal thing, but i don't. So I don't really know how to post pictures or do anything cool for that matter, so I will just leave this entry as a landmark for Anastasia turning sixteen. I have some pictures and too many memories to put down here on this colored screen. But, I hope that you do good in everything that you do, and that you can be flippin sweet at being sixteen. You have taught me alot of things and you should be happy. I apologize for alot of things, you know. Happy Birthday Boodface!

sick from the mirror

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 18:17:38 GMT

last night was an okay night....I started off crying my flippin eyes out on my way home from the hospital to get my bass. I've never done that before, it was weird, and there had to be some explanation for it, it was "lives", by modest mouse. Hmm, that was interesting, then I went to wake the dead because we had a show there with the humans and some other people. It was cool I guess, Then Luke and I went to the Asia House to get some xSUSHIx and went to t.j. maxx, then back and I hung out with some random kids and we went to wal-mart and I think I am sick now from nearly swallowing a karoke microphone while doing imitation hardcore pissy screams for 15 minutes straight, eating at least 15 pieces of pizza hut pizza for lunch on friday after school, and from wake the dead because it was super smoky in the downstairs, worse than ever. Secondhand smoke sucks bad, millions of people like destroying their bodies, but it sucks that it could ruin the people that are around them also. comment or call me or something. I'm afraid of losing.

Everyone's afraid of their own lives
If you could be anything you want
I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right?
Everyone's afraid of their own lives
If you could be anything you want
I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right?
Am I right? And it's our lives
It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
We're alive for the first time
It's hard to remember were alive for the last time
It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember
To live before you die...

bubble pop electric

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 21:02:30 GMT

yeah, the Gwen Stefani cd is probably the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time.

Burden in your hand

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 22:43:21 GMT

Confusing and scared there is a decision made with this choice a child has to pay
She puts it's life in her hands, and then she destroys it's only chance to become someone in life
You should of thought about the baby before you had sex, because you have destroyed a gift from God
You kill, you destroyed
Never will this baby be able to grow up or show it's love
You'll never hear it say I love you, I love you
God does not give you the privilege to carry a child for nothing
When you kill, you destroy that child's dreams and hopes
How innocent a baby is... how can you put it to death?
What if you were aborted... you could of never had life
And now you make a choice to take this child's life because it is a burden in you hands
A burden in your hands
Destroyed out of convenience
They put an end to your life because you're too big a burden and one that they can not have
So they take your life before your first breath
When will it stop, the killings continue
Babies die everyday because of a pro choice made
Helpless and innocent they are put to death
Then why did the parents choose to plant a seed and then destroy it?
Pray for the people who are killing the kids of tomorrow
How desperately they need Jesus Christ in there hearts
So they take your life because your a burden in their hands
Destroyed our of convenience
They put a end to you life because you're too big a burden and one that they can not have
So they take your life before your first breath,
so they take your life brfore your first breath

Pray for the ones that support this act....escpecially the ones that will be elected.

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 03:24:31 GMT

yeah........Friday was pretty neat. I got up and went to try on my tuxxx at seno's at about 3 for my sister's wedding, then I went to adam's and michael and I hung out for awhile because adam was still gone. It was really creepy and sad because their parents were leaving and Beth ran over their new cat on the way out of the garage, it was devastating, so michael and I cleaned it all up and buried the poor thing behind their shed. Adam and Alayna came home and they were sad too when they heard the news. Nathan showed up at Adam's and then Jo came over and me, nathan, and jo, practiced her songs and stuff and it went pretty good, then me.luke.nathan.went to see "saw", it was the best thriller i've seen pretty much. We went to luke's for awhile then to pick up mikey and then to pick up justin. We all just drove around aimlessly..thinking of random things to attempt. We were throwing pumpkins at a bridge out of the car window at a very high rate of speed hah. We went to take 'one' single pumpkin from some drug dealer's yard and there was a person in the car in their driveway, we all had masks on and justin and luke were the ones that went up there. The person turned on the car and back out and next thing we knew we were on a high speed chase. Me, justin, luke, adam, and nash in one car, and nick, daniel, and michael in the other. It was pretty scary...we lost them but they started following nick for some reason and it took him forever to get rid of him. we finally went and got my car and went to luke's to spend the night. We had great entertainment for the evening when we got back..hahah...then I got to sleep on luke's brand new bed that is about the most comfortable bed in the entire world. Woke up this morning, came home, took a shower, carved a pumpkin, slept for three hours, went to my grandpa's for his birthday thingy, went to mallory's for her birthday, now i'm here....tonight was weird, I should have died before this weekend started....I don't think i'm participating in halloween, i might go to wake the dead tomorrow, just to sit outside, but i don't have any money. ha, the gas tank is always on empty nowadays, and my wallet is always on empty....

God is love and love is real.